I can't believe I am 40

Well, life sneaks up on you. I wanted this big party for my 40th but I guess it is not in my husband's nature however,he was romantic after all. He delivered roses and balloons to my office, cooked me dinner, got me a digital picture frame and most importantly a romantic card. 40 is hard I don't know where the time went most days I don't feel 40. I love family. I got married so young and moved far away. In 22 years I have not lived near Utah. Today all my family contacted me and for the first time in years I felt like a part of my family. I truly love and miss them To hear my dad talk about the day I was born, my mom called and sympathizes with aging, my sister called,put me on her blog and all my brothers contacted me. To me family is the most important thing in life and sometimes we forget how much we love them and how much they shape us. My girls were so amazing they all made me great handmade cards my favorite. My girls are my best friends and the lights of my life. All in all big party my family(the family Kit and I created and the family I was born into) makes me very happy!!!